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You know my name but not my story.
Tuesday, June 17, 2014
Bismillahhirrahmanirrahim ~
Assalamualaikum warrahmatullahhi wabarakatuh.
I'm still thinking of how I'm going to make this the most interesting post ever uploaded but no, I'm not interesting. But, I'll try my best to keep everyone entertain :D

So, my name is Nur Fairuz Daniel Binti Ahmad Zaki. I know, when you hear my name you would expect me to be a boy/man/male right? Well up until Nur Fairuz I am still considered a girl but then when you saw DANIEL you would automatically think I'm a boy. Sorry to disappoint you guys but I'm 110% female homosapien. Everyone's first impression of me was always "Oh! I thought you were a boy", "Were your parents expecting a boy when your mother gave birth to you?" etc. Funny how my kindergarten certificate actually recorded my name as Nur Fairuz Daniel BIN Ahmad Zaki. I still look at it once in a while when I wanted something to laugh about. I was born on the 16th of November 1996 in Woman's Hospital of Edgbaston, Birmingham. The story behind this is that my mother was actually doing her Degree in TESL in Birmingham, England when she had me. Supposedly if you are pregnant, you aren't allowed to board the plane because it might cause you some health issues. But as for my mom, she is determined to do her degree there. So she just board the plane with me roaming around her womb. She was actually in to 4 months pregnant. The fact that she risked her life to experience a once in a life opportunity to give birth to me oversea  and further her studies is just awesome. My mother is awesome !

To keep this short, I have two elder brothers and two elder sisters. My siblings' names all start with the alphabet F. Starting from the oldest brother, Faiz, Farid, Farhana, Fariha and last but not least, me, Fairuz. I guess it's easier for our parents to remember. My father works as an accountant under the Ministry of Health and my mother works as an English teacher in SMK Bandar Tasik Kesuma, Beranang, Selangor. I can say that I had a pretty normal life. I was raised to be independent because I have never been to a boarding school but I do cling on my parents sometimes. After all, I am the youngest. Although I'm the youngest I don't feel the need to open up to everyone and I'm really not expressive about the way I feel. I tend to bottle things up and it scares me sometimes. I'm scared that this bottled up feelings will pop up at the wrong time, at the wrong person and just worsen the situation I'm already in. So, I can be really fun if you can just give and take whatever that is I have to offer. And only then I can promise you I'll be the person you would want me to be. A friend.

Woah, emotional! I don't usually get emotional but when I do it's for everyone to see. I hope I can make beautiful and happy memories with everyone here :)

P/s: Sorry for this poorly done post since it's been quite a while since I haven't post anything on my other blog.

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